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Sunday, 5 February 2012

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Assalamulaikum w.t.b....hehehe.ari ni aq alim sikit.so kome jwb la salam deme yerr.dgn penuh sopan santun,sy menulis.hrp2 ayt yg digunakan juga sopan.ishhh..skema sgt aihh.x tahan cntrol2 mcm nihh.sesak nafas  aq aihh!kira ni bhsa yg normal la.xda la kasar sgt n nk kta sopan tu,blom m'capai piawaian yer.tggulah sehingga satu saat yg b'harga(pabila anda dpt m'dgr sy b'bicara sopan).siyes klu dgr,mesti gelak besor beb!tp dgn org2 tua,slalunya aq ckp dgn lembut gila.mcm ada smthing yg mrasuk jer.hehehe..automatically tuhh.bkn ciplak nahh.boleh thn gak ye mukadimah aq!p'dahuluan aq out of topic!zero mark 4 u.huhuhu
oitt..batch aq ada penambahan bdk f4 baru.nama depa gila glamor tp syg,sowang pon ssh nk lekat dlm igtn aq.kehadiaran meke,aq trima dgn aty yg t'buka.rsa t'gugat smestinya ada.apa yg mnarik,ada someone yg sama nama dgn aq!beza kami ni byk tau.dy cun gila bhai..xpa2.lntak kau la.actually aq bkn t'gugat bub dy tu cun tp hal lain.akademik?4 sure,org len pon akn rsa mcm tuh.sukan?ni kasi impak byk.bkn akademik x pntg bg aq,tp aq meme kureng sikit tang akademik.aq x ska dok 10tion2 nihh.rmai dari klgn meke mrupakn atlit sukan.bkn calang2 tau.siap ada yg jdi pelari negeri agi!meme xda hrpn nk duduk tahta olahragawati la.hmmm.kwn2 aq yg sedia ada?sama je mcm xda.msg2 busy bila msk f4.so,kmi xda msa nk b'sama mcm dulu.sume dh brubah bila klas pon dah brubah.org yg rapat dgn aq pon dah mkn jauh.klas?meme la klas aq ni gila2 bub bdk llaki dy meme gila pon.dlm klas,aq hentam je ikot sapa pon.lntak arr.dh mcm lembu dicucuk pd idungnya.kwn2 aq dh fames.gossip,skandal perhh..t'baek.ckp psl gosip n skandal,aq dh jrg join p'bncgn bnda alah tuh.yg aq tau,rmai yg ada skandal dgn bdk f5.skandal yg mcm mn,aq x tau.lntak arhh.malaih nk tau.apa yg aq tau,aq kna jga diri aq elok2.then kita up to date pasal kwn2 baik aq.x lupa jga that bdk n org2 yg ada kaitan dgn dia.aishh..i need some help dlm m'jyakan misi aq nih.tp xda spa yg sudi m'bntu.lmbat lgi la plan aq nk jln smoothly un.byk persoalan berada di minda,byk jga tnda tya.otk kata x,hati kata ya.harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja..huhuhu..byk btol aq makan aty taun ni nohh.asal la bodoh sgt!nasi punya la blambak at dewan mkn,aty gak yg aq nk telan.aiyoo..

PcAYa @ tIdaK

Syg aq hya buat dia selain mereka dan yg Esa…
Dia? guest who? My boyfriend? Hahaha. i have no boyfriend la.if possible,I dn’t want to have any boyfriend! U know why? Let it be my own secret but I am quite close wif someone.jeng3..spe tuhh. special case ye but not special person tau! kami ni kenal dah lama tp baru je rapat. At the month of Jun 2011,we start being quite close but on the month of DIcember,kami ni mcm having problem.so masing2 diam but now,kami dh mula ‘get in’ balik.our friendship dah x ‘serancak’ dulu la.so kami ni mcm dah jauh sikit la.aisehh…t’story la plak! Hehehe…Sorry ye kawan! Ok, now back to the main point.dah dpt ‘tangkap’ who is that dia? U’ll never melainkan if u did really know the real me. Dia is someone who I really love selain my beloved family. Dia is my dearly sweet ‘sister’. Love which I mean is not that stupid cintan ok. love here is syg! Love yg m’bwa mksd cintan tu never exist in my life k but love yg m’bawa mksd syg yes. I admit it. I am being tested by God. He gave me too many questions about my dear little sister,but He dd’t  prepare me the answers.So ini b’mksd,aq kna ‘korek’ sndri the answers.2 thn aq cuba but I still dd’t get it.Alhamdulillah p’soalan yg t’kumpul sejak dahulu kala kian t’singkap jawapannya kini.Allah Maha Berkuasa.Allah Maha Penyayang.Jujur…aq jarang m’punyai masalah yg melibatkan fizikal. Sbb 2 aq tampak rilek jerr.Rilek la sgt un.aq yakin,hal melibat hati pasti sukar dimengerti dan dipahami.sukar  lagi tuk m’cari solusi.acecehh..ayt mcm xleh blah jer.ok3.siyesly ckp,aq dah buntu nihh.And apa yg aq t’dya skunk ni ialah panjatkan byk2 doa kpd Allah. I wish 1 day dia sndri akn nmpk sebuah keikhlasan hati org yg t’lalu sygkn dia.aq tawu..she is hiding something from me.my dear little ‘sister’,jgn b’rhsia yer cause I’ll know it later n u know,Once aq tahu what u’re hiding from me,I might really t’luka buat kesekian kali. Well as yg t’mktub dlm riwayat idup aq,aq ssh la nk mrh org yg aq syg.So I let everything happens  tanpa kerelaan aq.bukan takut utk p’tahankan tp itu semua kuasa ILAHI dan yg sedang m’gerakkan segala yg t’jadi ialah diri dia sendiri .i’ll never stop u my dear.u can do anything that u love even it ‘s really make me in hurt. Kasih x b’blas.uish3..kecian sgt2 un but u must stay strong. As we know,manusia x mmpu menyayangi 2 org insan dlm satu masa.Begitu jga dia.i know she really love her family.boyfriend? setahu aq,dia single agi.so apa yg buat aq rsa t’gugat sgt nihh??.hahaha..mcm mn aq,bgitulah dia tp dia ni special sikit.apa yg sama tntng kami?We love our junior.kalau dia sygkn sgt at bdk tuhh,knapa dia x boleh rsa apa yg aq sdg rsa..kot ye pon ,phmi sikit doe what I really want.so..ada siapa2 yg get the answer 4 me.aq cabar someone explain this dekat aq.and u dear…one day I got my strength,everything will over.no more questions yg akn buatkan aq drop my tears again.i’ll make it turn into the reality.Allah akn bntu aq.Aq yakin.manusia xkn p’nh sedar akn kehadiran org yg syg akn dirinya melainkan org itu telah pon tgglkan kita.maybe u’re one of that person.dear just know….
I don’t afraid of leaving u
But I afraid if there’s no one
Could love u as I do…>.<
Apa-apapon,ur family x pyah tya arr.diorg akn always love u.ur friends too.selain meke,I am one of someone who really love u..DOKTOR…help me!! opperate me a.s.a.p. I am willing so.
~kwn2,jgn igt aq x syg korang tau.tanpa korang tungging -t'balik la idup aq nihh~